Saturday, April 08, 2006
You say you want diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want your story to remain untold.
All the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you.
You say you'll give me a highway with no-one on it
Treasure, just to look upon it
All the riches in the night.
You say you'll give me eyes in the moon of blindness
A river in a time of drynessA harbour in the tempest.
All the promises we make, from the cradle to the grave
When all I need is you.
You say you want your love to work out right
To last with me through the night.
You say you want diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold.
All the promises we break, from the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you. i really do want you.**black and burnt and feeling damn -urgh-. i miss you.
* smiled like she meant it @ 8:07 AM
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
hey all. =Dafter a 2 month 4 day hiatus, yur darling blogging-bangala is finally back! (barely alive though, considering that within the span of a week, i've been to 3 doctors, each scheduling me for a throat scan, chest scan and dunnoe what shit respectively. but in all fairness, i have a naturally hoarse voice and was really coughing badly then.)remember when yur parents told yu to be careful of what yu wish for? they were right, for once. before i started work in UOB, i was craving a bout of change, excitement and a colossal challenge in my worklife. and i've got, as usual, more than i bargained for. like hello?! i wished for A bout, meaning ONE! not a gazillion-trillion super million bouts of adrenalin-squeezing experiences! not good at all for the heart. oh wells, at least my contract ends 28th of this month. haha and that will mark the longest period of commitment in my career yet! so proud of myself. wheee. but i'll never do it againn.never expected March would bring along with it such a huge change in my life. for the first time, i feel damned lost. with all the uni admissions and whatnot. i mean, think about it. will yur life just go to waste, should yu choose not to pursue an education straight after As?! my results came as quite a surprise to me. and yes, i did not deserve what i've got. (am i stuck in a rut now.) anyhow, it gave me an option of local studies, which at this point in time i really cannot fathom. yet an overseas education would mean tripling the costs and reaping (seemingly) the same results. the thing in question is whether im selfish enough to put my parents through funding my horribly expensive education.moreover, it wouldn't take an archaeologist (haha) to realize that im a totally erratic, changeable commitment phobe. i'm still not sure if i can really hold on to my interests for a sustained period of time. and right now, its a huge step i'm taking that will cost a whole lot of money. i don't wanna waste myself anymore.on a brighter, lighter, happier note, i'm gonna meet eliz and wx for NUS Open Day tmr! hopefully i might find the second best course i want, settle down in Singapore and live miserably ever after. haha ok that was redundant. what i actually wanted to say was: I LOVE ELIZ and her MUM! =) her mum's like super sweet.. helped me buy sooo much stuf frm liverpool. really made my day. hehee. so excited to see the purchases. oh, and to meet eliz again too. =)mans. hadn't noticed i blogged so much. it's kinda therapeutic though. haha so yu guys can expect more frequent bitchings frm me in the near future! sign of bad things to come, huh? anyways, kudos to yu for ploughing thru this primarily whining entry. have a hug and kiss on me!
* smiled like she meant it @ 7:17 AM
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
| Your Heart Is Orange |
 Love equals unbridled happiness for you. You enjoy the wild ride of falling in love.
And while the ride is fun for a while, you always get off once the thrill is gone.
Your flirting style: Hyper
Your lucky first date: Anything you need your passport for!
Your dream lover: Is both daring and well grounded What you bring to relationships: Energy |
You Are Vixen |
 Sexy and sultry, you're the one all the other reindeer dream about.
Why You're Naughty: That fur pulling spat you got into with Dancer over Santa.
Why You're Nice: Because even when you're nice, you're still delightfully naughty! |
| Your World View |
Although you make a brave show of being self-sufficient, beneath this you are unhappy and rather mixed up.
You do not know what love is, and you are more likely to boast about your conquests in a bar than prove them in a bedroom.
You tend to attract the wrong kind of lover.
It's hard to imagine you leading a full, happy life.
The warmth and give-and-take of love are not for you.
Your sex life is ringed with unreality, and you neither understand nor appreciate the opposite sex. |
| You Are Internal - Skeptic - Empowered |
You feel your life is controlled internally.
If you want something, you make it happen.
You don't wait around for things to go your way.
You value your independence and don't like others to have control.
You are a total skeptic when it comes to luck.
You believe that people use luck as a crutch to avoid responsibility.
You control your own destiny. The universe has nothing to do with it.
You believe everything can be explained - and you tend to over analyze situations.
You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.
You realize that working the system does get you further.
You know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly. |
| Your Animal Personality |
 Your Power Animal: Deer
Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda
You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational. |
| Your Hair Should Be Blue |
 Wild, brilliant, and out of control.
You're a risk taker with an eye to the future. |
| Your Personality Is |
Artisan (SP)
You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations.
You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.
You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.
It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.
You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.
You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.
In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.
At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.
With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.
As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.
On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out. |
* smiled like she meant it @ 9:13 PM
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
can someone be THIS good-looking? haha. he's like the epitome of my perfect boyfriend. =D someone like the "friend" i saw on new year's eve will do too. hehe.
speaking of NYE, im never gonna step into MOS on a weekend, ever! garhhs. despite yh being so sweeet to jump queue THRICE for us, we took about 3hrs to get near the entrance lah. madness. haha. NYE was great nonetheless, and kinda rare too. considering the inhumanely strict curfew imposed upon wt!
hmms. i cant wait to crash NJ next week! haha. my job (to date) has eaten up 5days of my life, along with 500% of my available energy! bleahs. haha. but the collegues are quite funky coz the temps are almost my age! so we kinda like stone together and all that. i can't believe the Bank's paying us to listen to them lecture! take my word for it: 8hours plus of lessons daily - NO JOKE.
sorry if i've been neglecting anyone recently, i really don't mean to. gimme some time to adjust to my workload.
NTU bash on sat. $14, $16 for the sexes respectively. 2 complimentary drinks. anyone wants to go too? haha.
* smiled like she meant it @ 5:37 AM
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Monday, December 26, 2005
for the benefit of people who havent seen my new hairstyle yet.don't freak out! haha.
me and my grandma =)
bernardette! haha.
lalala. my bro.
haha. and that's me, signing off!
* smiled like she meant it @ 9:41 AM
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
MERRY XMAS EVERYBODY. =)whew. ydae was one x'mas eve man. xinhe's dad's bday, so he invited us to sing ktv at toa payoh with his family and friends! only me and yc turned up though, but we still had lots of fun! played this dice game with the kbox staff at the stroke of midnight, yc and i won 2jars of heineken draft for our room! =D ooh and xinhe's sista is officially my best friend. yay im so popular! mwahahas.slept till about 4plus this afternoon cause i spent the night at esplanade with xh. it rained halfway thru the night lah! so cold. brr. but i like the view of the urban landscape from the promenade. im just like so fascinated with the beauty of cold hard metal buildings! dont you think it's so amazing to be capable of erecting a skyscraper from a piece of barren land?!anyways, i cut my hair a day before xmas eve.. and i love it now! will upload a photo of my crazily short hair when i learn to operate my Vix3n's bluetooth. (that's what i christened my new motorola hp!)later!
* smiled like she meant it @ 6:11 AM
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
I light a candle
In the garden of love
To blind the angels
Looking down from above
I want, I need
The fruit of your pine
It tastes so bittersweet
Cause I know it's not mine
I want to come inside
Hit the lights
And I'll come crawling to your window tonight
Come on and send the sign
I'll be your dirty little secret and you'll be mine
You got me knock knock knocking at your door
And I'll be coming back for more
We made a promise and we´ll keep it
Our Dirty Little Secret
We act like strangers
When you're holding her hand
Cause there's a danger
That we both understand
We run like thieves
Through the temple of sin
´till we fall on our knees
then you go back to hell
I want to feel alive
Hit the lights
And I'll come crawling to your window tonight
Come on and send the sign
I'll be your dirty little secret and you'll be mine
You got me knock knock knocking at your door
And I'll be coming back for more
We made a promise and we´ll keep it
Our Dirty Little Secret.it's 3 days to Christmas! hehe and i'm doing quite a good job being a Santa Claus to myself! whee. bought the Jacob's Creek rose finally. it's yummy! and i bought new phone! Motorola V3. a lot of people probably have it, but i like it still the same. =)arghh. will post again soon. my bro's nagging. -TBC..
* smiled like she meant it @ 6:23 AM
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
i'm presently officially suffering from blocker's blog. cant seem to even string two words together! embarassing. haha.. maybe that's just Premature Caveman Syndrome huh? i wouldn't know till i die from it. oh wells. prom had been the highlight of my month! shitloads of experiences and a smorgasbord of emotions in full swing. COOL. and that, just about sums it all.
haha.. seriously hadn't expected my hols to be THIS unexciting.. and to top things off.. im still jobless!!! =(
eeww. this is like, so not my normal style of blogging. arghh. i sound jaded. even a tad commercialized. what is my problem?!
ooh. my stint at Allen & Gledhill was short but quite fun. people rushing about as though they really had something to do. ha. acting important and shit. so i followed suit. wore nice stuf. spoke properly. and carried about my job in the most inefficient manner possible. what great teachers they are. haha. that's not what i want in life though. i deserve so much more action. anyone up there!? offer me a job that i'd love please...
Liverpool 3 - 0 Deportivo Saprissa, goals from Crouch, Gerrard, and CROUCH again led Liverpool to a comfortable win over the Costa Rica side, clinching the coveted final spot at about 8.15pm aprroximately, Singapore time. they are now one of the two contenders for the World's Best Football team, alongside Brazil's Sao Paolo. (which happens to be KaKa's ex-club!) would they finally emerge victorious and give fans something other than THAT NIGHT IN ISTANSBUL to gush about? stay tuned to find out, and keep your fingers crossed!
the Rafa-lution isn't over. it has indeed, just begun.
* smiled like she meant it @ 5:19 AM
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Friday, November 25, 2005
DragonFire Witch. you are the dragon witch,
obsessed with fire, ruler of Dragons. you are a
flat out Vixen. your sign is Leo, a fire sign.
your songs is "This Fire" by Franz
Ferdinand.
What witch are you? (gorgeous pics - 7 different results)
You're the Goddess of Fire. You will be drawn to hot
colors and dramatic fashions as an expression
of your vibrant personality. Stimulating and
charismatic, you are often the life of the
party. You are a huge party person and love to
have fun.
People love you for: Your awesome personality and
the fact that you know how to get rid of those
hangovers from last nights bash. ; )
Which Elemental Goddess are you? (9 different results+ pictures)
Dark Warrior
Class: CherubAlliance: Dark
You are 100% fire and brimstone and a force to be
reckoned with. You are passionate and
hot-tempered and believe in using force to
achieve your desired outcome. You enjoy
striking fear in the hearts of others.
Your Angelic Name: Malefica
Which Warrior Angel are You and Whose Side are You On? (With Anime Pics)thanks sweeny for the quizzes. havent been doing much lately, except possibly planning a not-so-surprise trip to joe's shop in Indonesia (en route a fantastic korea ski trip) with hua!by the way, sweeny seems pretty big on the idea of marrying hua actually. haha. she got all possessive the other day, when i just casually mentioned my plans for the romantic escapade with hua come 2006. oh no. actually she went over-the-top mad.. i could swear i even saw a fleeting green glint in her eyes! haha. to that i merely responded with "hua is no more than a fling" and that i'd return her (i.e. ASK FOR REFUND) when i'm done travelling.. but that was not before physically reiterating my point first! as it happens, i was drinking sugarcane juice at that fateful moment, and because i'm so given to active gesticulation during conversations... when the word FLING came into mind, i reflexively FLUNG! and there! a sweeny with droplets of sugarcane mingled with saliva. =)lesson of the day: it doesnt pay to be jealous, does it?
* smiled like she meant it @ 7:22 AM
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Monday, November 21, 2005
at the risk of sounding like one of the many lemmings jumping on the "harry potter" bandwagon.. i have to say that ronald weasley is beyond cuuuute!! hehe. look at his innocent little face!! *gushes*
anyways, As are over! bio option paper was different, though not as bad as i thought.. since i've managed to spot the essay again! haha.. i should be renting myself out as an essay spotter lah.. like leopard girl or something. haha! ok. no link.
went shopping with hua ying sweeeny sally and nissa today! it's been quite a while since we've hung out properly.. even though not in a whole group, it'll do for now. =) can't wait for stayover at swissotel! haha.. gonna spruce sweeny up before prom at char's place. anyone knows of any smoke-free clubs?
guess we all know where this blog entry is leading to.. YUPS. the inevitable TO-BUY LIST for end-of-exam pampering.. whee! haha! and the non-exhaustive catalogue is as follows:
1) "If you could see me now" -Cecelia Ahern
2) "No shitting in the toilet" -Peter Moore
3) "Confessions of a Viagra Fiend"4) "How i became stupid"5) "Vince and Joy"6) "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince" -JKR7) Levis Princess Cut Jeans8) iPod Nano9) Nike travel bag for my upcoming trips. (did i mention i wanna be a happy hippie along the shores of Bitchy Bintan?! i love my life. haha)10) Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa & Full House VCDs!11) Liverpool FC Advent Calendar! (chocolates for everyday from 1st dec leading to X'mas. im not big on chocs but i like surprises!)12) Nice starbucks tumbler (though i dunt like coffee.. it's got loadsa christmassy elements!)13) to be continued.. haha!i'm gonna start on my children's story book now.. wish me luck!
* smiled like she meant it @ 5:43 AM
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
shucks. can't believe i woke up at 4pm today.. haha but that's kinda justifiable right.. considering i reached home at 8am. bleahh.
spent last night in the airport mugging. i love the airport!! although it's not my favouritest place yet, it's a worthy contender. haha. marina square's gonna be the next super amazing place i tell ya, in probably another half a year it'll be totally: woohoo!
anyways i havent finished up my option revision yet. but do i care? no i don't! haha wheee! so happy. after As i can go find tonnes of jobs already! i wanna earn 5k/month. recommend me some jobs, people! gahh. speaking of which i totally blew my chances of being fashion consultant at The Executive lah. how would i know it's like a top notch guy fashion boutique?! i was dressed and perpared for the interview but as it was too hot a day, and i decided to bum off it! WHAT THE HELL lah! there goes my career. haha. i shall go check out Raoul or something..
hmm. quite interesting. i never knew paul notices my word art. haha. he was just pointing at my name at saying "i think you should capitalize on this, you know?" and im like mad lah, i actually thought he meant i should write my name in capital letters?!! doesnt say much about my intelligence, huh. haha but helping his church with posters and stuff really sounds quite fun.
arghh. harry potter's on now.. catch ya later!
* smiled like she meant it @ 3:25 AM
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
i can't believe the As are almost over! haha yay.. so looking foward to prom. very lazy to blog now. nissa got nice layout! i wanna change mine soon. lalala.. just back from a two night stay at marina mandarin.. meritus hotels rock!! =)
i believe its high time for a funky hunky showcase.. so here goes.
Eric Bana!! my dream hairy hairy guyyyyy =) whee!
Matthew McConaughey: i like him in Wedding Planner.. v shuai in specs!
ok.. i just like this advert. he's quite disgusting though, no?
my two all-time favourite scousers. =)stevie g is sooo pwetty. hehe and lil boy owen.. ooh!!
i want a letter from Jamie Carragher this christmas.. it's personalized!! it's silly to send 5pound letter to self though. haha! but it's doing charity so i dunt mind. do your part this xmas too.. click here for details.
"inside the snowglobe on my fathers desk,
there was a penguin wearing a red-and-white striped scarf.
when i was little,
my father would pull me unto his lap and reach for the snowglobe.
he would turn it over,
letting all the snow collect on the top, then quickly invert it.
the two of us watched the snow fall around the penguin..
the penguin was alone in there,
so I thought and worried for him.
whenI told my father this, he said:
don't worry. he has a nice life. He's trapped inside a perfect world"
* smiled like she meant it @ 6:59 AM
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Monday, October 31, 2005
hello people. happy halloween from LFC!! haha.. 6days to the new Euro shirt.. and 24 hours to Anderlecht match. so fun. anyways, happy mugging and hang in there!
im crazy over all things taiwan at the moment. =)
* smiled like she meant it @ 8:41 AM
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
thanks sweeny for this quiz. havent done one in years.
Whole name: Ivy Tan Lay Hui. i love my name. I LOVE ME.
Nickname: vyvy (eww) haha. darling. ivanana banana. bangladeshi-vee. Mohd etc etc.
Sex: female, but some people cant tell. =( haha!
Birthday: 11th Oct 1986. once a year!
Siblings: younger bro, but he's gay.
Hair color: reddish brown. but i've got too much.
Eye color: black?
Shoe size: 7.5
Height: 162, want my weight? but im sure yu'll be jealous
Innie or Outie: WHAT?! cutie lah. =D
What are you wearing right now: horribly undersized paddington tee. fbts.
Where do you live: i dunt care.
Righty or lefty: i can write ok with both.. like to cut with my left.
Do you have any tattoos or piercings?: ear. getting tattoo soon. my grandma got lei!
Favourite...
Color: red. black. yellow. lime green!!
Number(s): 4, 17, 5, 10.
Food: beef. brocolli. cheese. coca cola (eh, its a staple ok)
Boys name: logan. raphael. paul. matthew (awww)
Girls name: ivee. cant think of any other. =)
Subject in school: lunch and flirting (haha)
Animal: Old English SheepDog
Drink: COKE. *eyes flashes with mad desire*
Celebrity: mike O! stevie G! most footie players! da S and xiao S. MingDao.. etc.
Sport: Canoeing. Running. Swimming. Football.
Veggie: brocolli. lettuce. capsicum.
Fruit: strawberries. mangosteens. mangoes.
Fast food place: Mac's.
Place to visit: Airport. Cityhall area. Peninsula! clarke quay. UE square.
Month: december? christmas.
Juice: ewww.
Finger: i like all ten of them, thanks you. dont try anything funny.
Ice Cream: cherry Garcia. sometimes chocolate chunky type. not big on sweet stuff really.
Breakfast: no habit.
Perfume/Cologne: CK summer
Who are your closest friends?: they noe who they are. and i love all of them!
Best place to go for a date: anywhere la..
Where is your fav place to shop: whereever selling anything that tickles my fancy..
which is like, everywhere?! haha! i can blow a 100 at IKEA lah!
Have You Ever...
Given anyone a bath: nope. no one i noe stinks that bad.
Smoked: once. my uncle's. and its gross.
Bungee jumped: no. =( but i helped push someone off at the NZ Bridge. GRINS.
Broken the law: yeah.
Made yourself throw-up: coughed too much a few times.
Gone skinny dipping: yep. i was at a resort! whoo.
Been in the opposite sex's bathroom: yeah. my friends'. depends on where i bunk at.
Eaten a dog biscuit: i have!! quite nice..and i heard this article abt this guy feeding on doggie chow for a year. but he died i think. (doesnt everybody?)
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: gimme one and i will! haha
Loved someone that made you cry?: yes. but it wont happen anymore.
Played truth or dare: duh!
Been in a physical fight: yeah. pri 1 landed me in the police post somemore.
Been in a police car: yup
Been on a plane: Y.
Been in a sauna: Y.
Been in a hot tub: yes it's great!
Swam in the ocean: dunt think so, i cant differentiate water bodies.
Fallen asleep in school: haha. me go sch two sleep one.
Broken someone's heart: i wouldnt care.
Cried when someone died: yeah
Flashed someoneSS: haha YES!! i love hotel robes lah. and i was high after sec4 grad. haha. you get my drift.
Lied: note this is in past tense. at any point in time, i will be lying. i dont LIED.
Laughed so hard you fell off your chair: no. haha. i try to grab things.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: siao.
Saved e-mails: no.
Wished you were a member of the opposite sex: yup. when i felt like being dumb. haha
Made out with JUST a friend?: yes. but im practising selective amnesia.
Been rejected?: yes. by non lesbians. sad.
Been in love? dont think so.
Used someone: haha. this, you wouldnt want to know..
Been cheated on?: try if you dare.
Done something you regret?: relatively, no.
Your good luck charm: a ring. but i keep losing it.
Stupidest thing you have ever done?: this quiz? its how long lah..
Your most prized possession: michael owen signed auto
Last thing you ate: nuggets.
Fave song: at the moment, Here without You.
In The Past Year Have You Had...
Chicken pox: no
Sore Throat: once. and it hasnt ended.
Cold: nope. hots maybe.
Stitches: no.
Bloody nose: nobe.
Crabs: crap yourself.
Who..
The last person you touched?: i havent had human contact for years. oh i whacked paul when he couldnt stop going mad that day..
You hugged?: erm. xiaomin outside indochine i think. which is super long ago. scary!! i wanna hug... =(
You Kissed?: my cute little cousin!
You yelled at: my gay bro to get off the lappie.
Who is the last person that called you: my agent. i got job le!
Who makes you laugh the most: myself. haha. no lah. almost everyone
Who makes you smile: anyone fun!
Who can make you feel better no matter what: myself, really.
Do You/Are You...
Do you like yourself: like is an understatement.try adore. worship.
Do you get along with your family: i wouldnt say so.
Do you do drugs: yup panadol.
Believe in love at first sight: i might. in Italy. haha
Enjoy parks: no.
Like picnics: havent had one.
Like school: when my friends are there lah.
What schools have you gone to: chongfu. sngs. njc.
Hate anyone: ha. not anyone living at present. check the boot of my ford mustang.
Who: who wHAT? who i wanna be? i wanna be a rich pink pig. haha no lah.
Colour your hair?: nope. i might.
Have any piercings below the waist?: like how? toenail piercing ah.
Habla espanol: iPERDON! no entiendo?! no hablo ingles(english).
Stolen anything ever?: yeah
Obsessive: i havent tried.
Compulsive: haha. shopping?
Anorexic: siao.
Bulimic: haha teach me how to lah.
Depressed?: hur.
Suicidal?: i feel like killing myself, now. can this end soon.
Emo?: emo.. short for eskimo right? im big on them. i love eskis.
what time is it now? 12.20am. time to pee. then study.
* smiled like she meant it @ 12:31 AM
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
arghh. bad stomachache this afternoon. i woke up at like 12pm la!missed my math mock. (no alliteration intended) and i'm now officially stressed. so few days left, and i aint doing anything. as if the more high strung i get, the less inclined i am to do anything about it. i keep thinking of breaking free, of all the fun, amazing things i'd be doing after the As.then i suddenly remembered what Mr Yong said long ago when i was a canoeist. people who really fail at mental preparation are actually those who visualize the end result, but not the painful process they would have to go through achieving the goal. Beginning with the End in mind is a good thing, but focus-ing solely on the End isn't.i hate this. i know im disappointing a lot of my friends who really care about me, but i hope they believe when i say that i want to work towards being my best; that i too, am concerned about the upcoming exams. i'm so sorry people, for making you guys worry yet again.after the As, i wouldnt be this sheltered anymore. i can't afford to live my life so irresponsibly anymore. what a scary thought. and like the pee icing on the shit cake, turns out that i want Australia, but my parents don't. why didn't they tell me this earlier?! i have no idea where i to go from here anymore. am i experiencing a mid-life crisis?! if i am, then im also highly likely to die at the ripe old age of... 38! which might not be a bad idea after all actually.. time to plan for my retirement. ok, i meant study.frankly speaking, i'm just a hot dog.
* smiled like she meant it @ 6:15 PM
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Monday, October 24, 2005
tell me what makes a girl,
wanna give you all her heart.
smile when you're around
and cry when you're apart.
if you know what makes a girl.
wanna love you the way i do.
oh you've gotta let me know..
so i can get over you.
i miss you. even when you're so close.
* smiled like she meant it @ 3:10 AM
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Saturday, October 15, 2005
Liverpool 1-0 Blackburn Rovers
scorer: Djibril Cisse (75)
second win the whole season, and a well-fought crucial match. LFC sent a clear message that they aren't about to give up their title chase this season, bouncing back magnificently after the defeat by chelsea the last gameweek. and oh my gosh. Cisse is how sweet! he was reproted to be "overcome with joy at scoring (why shouldn't he!) and after celebrating wildly he took time out to run over and shake manager Rafael Benitez by the hand. =) they were my two favouritest men at that moment! i missed the confident way Cisse played when he first came, and now he's regaining his full strength gradually. fantastic!! i just cant get enough of him lah.. haha. oh! just remembered my wager with sarah last year at the spurs match. i swore to dye my hair red like him if he's scored then, but he didnt. maybe i'd dye it when he scores the 17th goal of the season? haha!
morientes was good too. if only he would find his form. carra got to captain the team!! yay. haha but hope stevie G recovers soon. he's lost too many playing chances to injuries, poor lad. one more thing, i'm quite pissed at the way people keep boo-ing Crouch for his goalscoring duck, hello?! he's a darn good striker la. clever positioning, intuitive play and all. try achieving his level of finesse in footwork when you're THAT tall. anyway if strikers are expected to score every single match for them to be legendary, how come Alan Shearer, the undisputed premiership goalscoring king have only 240 goals to his name with 373 appearances? (i find this impressive btw)
i like fast cars and i cannot lie. you other sisters can't deny!
* smiled like she meant it @ 11:22 PM
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
"Mutings of an illiterate Flatypuss" -original limerick from yours falsely.
Once along the shores of mauritius,
i chanced upon a platypus!
it asked for a fish
so i granted its wish..
and it saed i was fucking ballicious.
oh! i wondered why it had saed that
i mean, was i really thaaat bad?
super pissed. so an explanation i demanded
but then again, i really needn't have bothered..
for turns out, it just couldnt find another word for fat!and that's music to my ears! (which incidentally are still ringing from the slap johannes gave me!! gRr. tomorrow, he dies.) haha anyway, today i was dead sure i lost my handphone for real.. only to find -hours later- that my bro has mobile-napped it and is demanding ransom. my gosh. i seriously dunnoe which is worse lah. but at least i didnt throw my hp in the dustbin this time! pheww.
* smiled like she meant it @ 10:40 PM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
harpie burffdae tuu ME! =)thank you darlings. everyone who've sent me msgs/wrote me notes, whether or not it's against their will. haha! today was adventure-filled as usual! shall continue this entry when i get my broadband.
19 years isnt that long afterall.
* smiled like she meant it @ 4:19 PM
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
haha! i'm currently blogging from cineleisure coke lounge.. waiting for skeleton key at 3am! shaun says hi. damn. didnt get to go for euphoria at Indochine just now, but oh wells. playing xbox here is fun too.. esp when yu keep winning. *grins*
how come no one tags my bloggy now?! im so sad. ooh. just saw the trailer for 40year-old virgin.. i wanna watch it!! haha. shall be a good kid and study hard, though it's soooo near my birthday.. 3days to go!!
didnt get to see yanchoo, but ended up at starbucks with cons and shaun! he's a lousy joke teller lah.. but the politician one was kinda cool. so here goes nothing.
shaun: "what happens when you feed a politician Viagra?"
vee and cons: -stun-
shaun (in barely controlled glee): "he grows taller."
this, i immediately refuted with a question on my own.
vee: "then what happens when you feed laxatives to shaun?"
-not waiting for a response- "he grows bigger."
cons: hehehe.. (so bimboe!)
shaun: -deep in thought- "i'll think of a comeback"
* 25minutes later...
vee: "er.. hi?"
shaun: "..... wait lah!"
as for deer constance's jokes, they are much worse. haha! can you just imagine my agony...
* smiled like she meant it @ 1:55 AM
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends (which technically isn't far off)
will do follow up on this entry of mine. my internet's currently down. wails. i wanna blog. don't miss me!
* smiled like she meant it @ 7:42 PM
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
| You Should Learn Portuguese |
Muito legal! For you, learning a language is all about the lifestyle that comes with it.
And Brazilian beaches, hotties, parties, and soccer matches are just your style. |
ok. this is freakishly accurate. simply fresco! haha.
| Your Inner Child Is Angry |
You're not an angry person.
But when you don't get your way, watch out.
Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want.
Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming. |
oops. looks like im still the bitchy little shit, huh?
| You Are Mexican Food |
Spicy yet dependable.
You pull punches, but people still love you. |
awww.. mucho gracias. =)
CHUBBY HUBBY! 
you scored 55% SWEET, 85% CHUNKY and 88% UNIQUE!
fudge-covered peanut butter-filled pretzels in vanilla malt ice cream rippled with fudge & peanut butter
Whew! You've got a lot going on, just like this ice cream flavor! You are wild & crazy, with a creative side to match. You see & act out the extraordinary, but you are still a nice person to others. You like to stand out in a crowd, and trust me, you do.
thanks loads to serene for this quiz! ps: "herbie is such a bitch show no wonder vee loves it" - sound familiar, dear? grrr. haha anyhow, stay tuned for the next instalment of: ivee's mad and useless quizzes. (it's a pun!)
* smiled like she meant it @ 4:26 AM
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My Name(s)
ivy tan lay hui, aka Darling, Bangladeshi-vee, Mohd. GoonduNehneh ivee binte Aziz de Gerrard, and loads more.
What defines Me?
my wit and charm! haha. i'm almost forever talking, laughing and bitching. terribly messy. and i have a lot of pop-up veins all over. =D
My ambition!
to be an archaeologist, preferably one with tv exposure so i can be damn rich. ka-ching! $$grin$$.
Childhood Story
i was a sad kid. couldn't walk till i was 2 (but i made up for it!) also had ADHD growing up. haha. force-kissed a boy in kindergarten and refused to share more than 5% of my burffday cake with my classmates. so yeah, no friends! haha.
Embarrassing Moments
i peed in my pants a few times in preschool. reflex, not impulse! i incline towards tapping/waving to total strangers on the presumption that they are my friends. arghhh.
I can't live without..
MEat. haha, laughter. football. coke. alcohol. food. fun people. money.
My deepest, darkest secret is..
not much of a secret actually. i'm a coward, and scared of almost everything.
Favourite Bands/Artistes:
thats easy. U2. Oasis. Coldplay. Travis. BonJovi. a1. 3DoorsDown. Train. LifeHouse. Greenday. EIC. Soul Decision. Boyzone. John Mayer. S.H.E. Alex To. Richie Ren. Takashi Sorimachi. and i could go on and on...
Favourite Restaurant:
anywhere that serves beef steaks by the truckload. throw in melted gooey cheese, brocolli and bailey's parfait, i'd be even happier. =)
Vacation Hotspots!!
(revisited)
Hawaii, Miami and San Francisco: beaches, cocktails and seagulls.
Spain: turn up the Latino heat, baby! a country of passion, dance and fights.
Italy: i love the Classics, long-haired hunks and romantic flings. haha.
England (Liverpool!): need you ask more?
Istanbul, where history was made. =)
(places i havent been)
Eygpt, and other ancient civilisations.
Finland: Santa Claus! snowmen. and hyypia.
Kalamazoo, just because its phonetically pleasing!
Where would i retire?
in manhattan! of skyscrapers, fast-paced lifestyles, noise & shopping paradises!
Do i believe in Love?
No. not the kind that lasts anyway. i have a big heart though!
I would love to meet..
Bob Paisley: he's a great man. hope i wunt die at the sight of his spirit though.
Steven Gerrard & Michael Owen: they are both like, wow. my scouse heroes.
Mr Campbell: so i can persuade him to re-export chunky beefy soups to S'pore.
Mr Coca-Cola: i wanna give him a big fat kiss!
What would i do with a million dollars?
preferably in pounds, please. haha. i'd buy myself Mr.Bean's lime green car. permanent seat at the Kop (going to be Stanley Park) to watch matches. host a big party. save the rest so i'll be getting free money, year in year out. =D
If i could spend a night with anyone in the world, who?
Freddie Ljungberg. give me two nights, or even a thousand gazillion! seriously. don't bother asking me why. just think along the lines of sexual orientation, tattoos, obliques, and CKs. haha!
Do i have/want pets?
I do want a BIG furry cuddly old english sheepdog. woof! i'll call it shaggyboo.
The last time i cried?
at home, while reading "where rainbows end" by Cecelia Ahern. dumb right.
My plans for the next day?
rot in school? getting back prelim scripts. then hitting the gym with kurniawan & yiting!
Anything else i wanna say?
i love Enid Blyton! and i'm tired. so.. buenas noches, hasta el proximo tiempo!
* smiled like she meant it @ 1:34 AM
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Monday, September 26, 2005
Life is good..
DFS imported Jim Beam is somehow nicer than those outside! haha yay!! a couple of shots and i'm back to normal again.. no flu, no fever, no sickness already!
Life is great..
Michael Owen's on a scoring streak. used to be my favourite player when he was at Liverpool, and he still is, despite his departure. because he's down to earth and overall a good and decent guy. he even sent me an autographed postcard once! =) wish him all the best with the toons. really hope he'll return to Merseyside one day, where his heart is. show your stuff, my darlingest Golden Boy!
Life is unbelievable.
Life is hard..
i'm resuming training for rock-hard abs from this day on. no more procrastination!
Life is cruel..
just when i'm getting used to a bachelorette's pad.. my family's back! haha but my mum brought with her a treasure trove of accessories, clothes, shoes and BRAS! my gosh. i was just saying that day tt triumph's newest range (floral T-backs and the cleavage-enhancing ones) was damn nice, and they're mine now!
Life is so beautiful!
* smiled like she meant it @ 12:01 AM
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
have you ever blasted your woofer system so loudly in the dead of the night, and have your neighbours show up at your doorstep in their nighties/PJs with 8 policemen, holding each a loudhailer, demanding for you to peacefully surrender your remote control?
you haven't? well, neither have i! haha. Liverpool drew Brum 2-2 last night. finally the Reds are starting to find the back of the net, but along goes our cleansheet. =( i think its all Josemi's (un)doing. maybe i'm just biased, but to me he just doesnt contribute much. sigh. by the way, they were Garcia and Cisse goals. and it's about time for the both of them! they deserve to see their names on the scoresheet after all the sweat and misses! Warnock had an own goal though, poor lad. he's been so promising this season. bad things happen to good people i guess. hope this will not get him down. if stevieG can step out of his OG nightmare, he can too. hold your head up high dudes. =) go Reds!
did i mention that the nice 7-eleven mat (meaning malay guy) at my place is really called "MAT"? haha cool right! anyways, the combination of Ben&Jerry's Cherry Garcia with corndogs is an orgasmically gastronomic delight! top it off with Ritz cheese crackers, bottled magaritas.. and ta-da! you're in heaven.
* smiled like she meant it @ 5:47 PM
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